| HOO TIGHT! |
[Jun. 16th, 2004|11:30 pm] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
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| | "Hey Fuck You" Beastie Boys | ] |
ONLY 2 MORE FUCKING DAYS 'TIL THE B.E.A.S.T.I.E B.O.Y.S!! HOO I CAN NOT WAIT!! :o)
Haha ok, I'm done freaking out! Haha! Lately I've really felt like a fucking house wife... but with no husband! :o( I baked a cake today and make chocolate covered strawberries! Then I made chicken, buttered green beans and onions for dinner. Haha! Hows wife or what?!?! :o)
2 DAYS!! HOOO TIGHT!! |
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|11:18 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
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| | no music.... | ] |
Wow! Took long enough.... :o/
Yeah so I don't really have much to talk about. Besides that I walked a shit load today and my feet hurt alot!
Only 5 days until the Beastie Boys!! Can't wait!! And one month from tomorrow... thats all I am going to say about that! Got word today that Matt's not coming to see me anymore. :o( He's not even coming to the east coast at all! I'm soo upset! Everything is booked for our Cali trip in Oct.!! Can't wait for that!
Nothing else important to talk about... |
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[Jun. 9th, 2004|11:12 pm] |
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| |  hot | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "You're Fired" Strike Anywhere | ] |
Harry Potter was fucking AWESOME!!! It was better than I thought it was gonna be! I saw it on Sunday afternoon, then I watched the Sopranos. Which is a sick show, I wish I had HBO so I could have watched it all season.
All week I've just been cooking like an old lady! Haha! Seems like thats all I've done for the past few days. Tonight I went to Megan's boat just to hangout and stuff. It was soo nice outside! It still is, I would go sit out there now but there's lots of bugs! And bugs like me so I'm just gonna sit inside. Haha. Even though it's nice out, it's fucking hot! Ugh and I hate being all hot and sticky!
Only like 9 days until 5th row for the Beastie Boys!!! Wooo!! I can't wait! It's gonna be fucking sick! :oP SICK I tell you SICK!! .... Yeah that's right I said "sick", does that make me a 14 year old? NO it doesn't! So shut the fuck up! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 5th, 2004|12:59 am] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Broken" Seether feat. Amy Lee | ] |
The show at Static was cool, but we missed Black Balled! :o( But that's ok, next time. Missed out on opening night of Harry Potter... :o( I think I'm gonna go see it on sunday or sometime next week. I hope! But yeah.. I have nothing else to talk about.... :o/ |
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[Jun. 4th, 2004|12:57 am] |
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| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Broken" Seether feat. Amy Lee // "Burn" Usher | ] |
I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; And I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You got away, you don't feel me anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I’m lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
[Broken -Seether feat. Amy Lee]
I don't know why but I can not get enough of this song. I have just listened to it about 50 times in a row. It's such a good song. I've also listened to Usher's "Burn"... haha wow I need to get out.
I've started to write in my real journal again... so much easier to write what I want and not have to worry about what I say, how I say it, or who reads it. Now I can talk about people and they won't even know!! haha No I'm just joking around. I don't write anything about anyone, well just the obvious people...
Went to Laurens house yesterday, for most of the afternoon and night. I helped her clean her car and cook dinner. Saw her very pretty prom dress! She looks sooo good in it! Then we came back here after dinner to paint our toe nails.. lol I had a great day with my best friend! I'm gonna miss her when she goes away to school next year! :o( Oh and get this... she's going to the same place were I went to for after prom... yeah the nasty sea shell inn!! Where almost everyone got that nasty body clap! HAHAHA!!! I told her NOT to go in the hot tub and NOT to look in her ceiling tiles! HAHA!!
Today I sat out in the sun and I didn't pass out after!!! WOO HOO!! HAHA I still have a nasty black and blue from that.. well it's not really black or blue, more like yellow green and purple! How fun!
Tomorrow the new Harry Potter movie comes out and I won't be seeing it then.. :o( I'm going to a show with Sara at Club Static in Southington. Saturday I won't be seeing it either.. I have to work at the "Relay For Life" probably all day and my mom and I are walking it at midnight! Maybe I'll see it on Sunday... :o/ |
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| So Far, So Good |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|05:00 pm] |
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| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Knowing" OutKast | ] |
This week is going good, so far. Had a good weekend, with the wedding and Sunday I was at my cousins house for a picnic. Lauren came over there for a while then we went to see "Mean Girls"... haha But I liked it! It was a good movie. Then we followed these kids around that we've seen around Branford a few times, who pump their system. So we finally found them after driving around for a while trying to find them and we followed them along all these back roads. Haha It was fun. They pulled into a cemetery, so we didn't follow them but then we saw them drive by the gas station we were at... so Lauren went to pull away from the pump and the thing was still in her car!! HAHAHAHAHA Oh man it was funny! We thought we had lost them but then we were in the parking lot at the non and they pulled in. So we talked to them. One of the kids asked for my number so I gave it to him just to be nice, but I shouldn't have done that... because now he text messages me all the time! I just don't say anything back. haha Mean yeah I know but whatever. Brian came to the diner when we were there and I wanted him to call the kid and tell him not to call my phone ever again, but we didn't do it.
Yeasterday Brian and I went to see "Super Size Me" which is the doc about the guy who ate nothing but McDonalds for 30 days. It was a cool movie.. or whatever you call it. Then we went to Sara's "Pizza and Punks" picnic/show thingy and Brian and I were the only people there besides Sara and the bands. But needless to say it was fun! The guys were rocking out in her living room and her house was shaking bug time! And get this, her Dad was sleeping the whole time the bands were playing!! HAHA!! He finally woke up right at the end. It was fun!
Hope the rest of the week continues to be good like this.. |
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| What A Wedding!! |
[May. 29th, 2004|11:46 pm] |
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| |  drunk and stoned | ] |
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| | "Infected" Bad Religion | ] |
Wow, is all I can say after today. The wedding was pretty fucking aweosme. I dodnt think it would be much fun without my soister there or ahving somerone around, like brian or a friend. But,..... It was pretty fucking awesome.. from 8:30 on was just wow! I drank soo fucking much, i was tripping over myself! haaha but yeah then we were sitting aournd the fire and my sisters old best freind passed me a piece so i smoked.. and yeah in frount of my MOM!!! whjoa!! But she didnt mind at all, she told the people "you know youre getting old when you do anything with emilyu!" haha They aint old though. But I had an awesome time... Brian you really missed out babiee! I would have givin you a show... ;o) heehee. just not around anyone else... ;o) ooooo bay beee!!! Ooops.... BUt yeah i am really fucked up right now, i dont know how i am fucking typoing right now! haha goodnuight |
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| The Bad Week |
[May. 28th, 2004|11:48 pm] |
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| |  blank | ] |
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| | "Highschool Lover" Air (theme from The Virgin Suicides) | ] |
This week has had to of been the worse week in my life, well not really but close to it. I will start off with tuesday because thats really when the things got bad.
The day started off as a normal nice tuesday, the sun was out and the air was cool. I woke up fairly early, for the summer that is, and desided to lay out to get some cancer. I sat out for about a half hour which I then followed with a nice hot shower. As I was in the shower I begain to get very thirsty, then very nauseous! I still had conditioner in my hair, so I fast rinsed my hair and before I could get out I started to feel weak and very tired. So I put my head against the wall and I closed my eyes, when I opened them everythign was black. I then lost my balance and started to fall. I hit thr shelf and broke it causing all the things on it to fall. I tryed to hold myself up but didn't succeed. I hit my knee on the side of the tub and my arm on the metal faucet, then landed on my ass. I sat in the tub for a few seconds as I regained my sight then continued to rest on the toilet until I felt normal again. I was covered in soap so I had to get back in the shower to rinse off. But put the water on cool to be sure I didn't over heat again. I was soo hot it was scary. But after drying off and putting clothes on, I felt fine. Guess I learned that I should eat and drink something before sitting outside in the sun and following it with a hot shower. :o/ It was scary but I'm fine.
Later on that same night I cut my hand while cutting up an onion. My mom was being a bitch and wouldn't let me go to Rhode Island with some friends and my father was being an asshole, like always, just sitting there talking about some bullshit that happen 30 years ago.
Tuesday had to be the worst of all the days this week. The rest were just boring and nothing good happen. My family was pissed at me, some friends were pissed at me and Brian was pissed at me. Don't know what I did to my family or friends, but I know what I did, or should I say didn't do with Brian. On sunday I thought I was slick and didn't say bye to him when I was leaving the art show. I was thinking stupid and thought he wasn't talking to me. I didn't think he wanted to talk to me when he was around his friends. But I was wrong and I am very sorry.
Stupid family shit continued through out the week which made me all up tight and stuff. I was taking my anger and frustration out on people who didn't deserve it. I am sorry for that too. God, the word "sorry" should be my middle name!! I say it soo much, most of the time I don't need to but with the stuff I am talking about right now I need to.
Well this weekend should be busy, I have a wedding to go to tomorrow. Which should be interesting because its in a very small back yard and everyone will be fucking piss ass drunk, including myself! :o) Then sunday is the annual Dunk & Falv Memorial Day Picnic, with lots of good food!! :o) Monday I hope to go to Sara's "Pizza & Punks" picnic, and hope to bring Katie along. And maybe Jacko will be there? That would be fun!
Well that is all that has happened in the life of Emily this horrible week, hope next will be better! |
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[May. 24th, 2004|08:05 pm] |
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| | "Walk Together, Rock Together" 7 Seconds | ] |
The party was ok, just any other picnic. They were surprized so that was good!
Nothing else is going on. I'm in a mood and I don't know what it is or where it came from. So if I've been acting weird or like a bitch to you, I'm sorry.
I got 5th row tickets for KROCKs Dysfunctional Family Picnic with special guest BEASTIE BOYS!!! Woo! I can not wait! 5th fucking row!! haha How awesome is that?!?! I'm also seeing 311 and the Roots in july! Should be a good fucking summer! Harry Potter is in 10 days! Can't wait for that either! Soo many cool things going on! I'm going to a show in Hamden with Katie, Cristina and NIkki in a little while. Some band Katies likes and she said they are good, so we'll shortly find out! lol |
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| What a Week |
[May. 21st, 2004|11:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted and stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | no time for music :o/ | ] |
So tomorrow is my mom and aunts surprize 50th birthday party!! I'm soooo stressed and worried about it, but I really don't think they have any idea about it. Which is AWESOME!!! I've done tons of planning for it along with being out every single night this week, it has just run me down. I've been spending alot of time with Brian, I've hungout with him 5 days this week! heehee Sorry Brian but I just have to talk about it! ;o) My parents are loving it... haha And it's distracting my mom, so she can't find out about her party! So thank you Brian, for more reasona than just that! ;o) heehee So yeah other than those 2 things, nothing is going on. I need sleep badly though, haven't slept much in the past week. I've had too much on my mind. But I will be writing back soon about my mom and aunts party! |
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| Corruption Is Good... |
[May. 17th, 2004|11:34 pm] |
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| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | no music at this time.. | ] |
So I haven't wrote on here for a while.... I've been kind of busy. :o) Sara and I went to a show in Danbury on Saturday, it was fun. I was a little drunk, nothing bad just really giddy. Hungout with Brian that night too. On the way home we drove to New York... hahaha But we found our way back to CT. Sunday and today were great... heehee the past 2 days have been pretty exciting! :o) That's all I'm gonna say about that... heehee And yeah corruption is good... ;o) heehee
ps. I hurt alot... lol |
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| My Matty Matt Matt... |
[May. 14th, 2004|07:59 pm] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Rock the Casbah" The Clash [Matt and my song! :o)] | ] |
He's coming to see me!! :o) Well we hope he is... Matt just told me that he might be coming back to the east coast in August for the WHOLE month!!! I'm sooo excited! Hopefully he can get the time off of work. I'll either be in Rhode Island at his parents house for a few weeks or he'll be here with me!! :o) heehee I shouldn't get too excited though because it might not happen. But we are hoping, well I'm praying that it does. I miss my Matt soooo MUCH!! For those of you who have no idea who Matt is, which is probably all of you except for Kelly, he's one of my best friends. Well under ground friends... haha I met him in Rhode Island in a bar back in the day when my sister went to school there. And I have been friends with him ever since. But he later moved to the west coast. I haven't seen him in over 3 years, so if this trip happens it will be a long awaited reunion!! heehee Ok I won't get too excited just yet... |
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[May. 13th, 2004|10:56 pm] |
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| | "Sleep to Dream" Fiona Apple | ] |
Today I wore white and I looked tan!! :o) This is very exciting for me because I have been sitting out trying to get a tan for like 2 weeks now and I've gotten next to nothing. But today I wore another skirt with a white shirt and MAN I looked tan! It felt great... haha yeah I'm a dork but I love it! :oP
Anyways, I'm one step closer to being a licensed driver! :o) FINALLY!!! I'm almost there, as long as it took me I feel good about driving now. I think Zach is yelling to me from Heaven saying that it's time. But I still to this day get a feeling when I get into the driver's seat, but then something kicks it out of my mind and I'm fine. Call me crazy but I think it's Zach who's doing the kicking. I miss him soo much, no words could explain it.
R.I.P Zach 1975-2001 Love you always and forever <3 |
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[May. 13th, 2004|11:23 am] |
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| | blah | ] |
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| | "Here We Go Again Kids" 7 Seconds | ] |
Lastnight I go to the store with my grams, I stopped to talk to my friend Wayne and she walked away to check out. When I was done talking to Wayne I went to go find her but she was NO WHERE in the fucking store! I thought someone took her! haha but she was out in the car, I found this out after walking around the fucking store freaking out that someone took my grams! lol Then I come home and some crazy girls kidnap me! :o) Jess, Megan and Steph came over to get me, we went to Branford Point to swing and talk. I love those girls! |
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[May. 12th, 2004|04:55 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
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| | "I Want To Know What Love Is" Foreigner (I love sinnging it) | ] |
I had a lovely visit today from Jess, we were dressed alike again! lol But today was weird because I never ever wear skirts and tank tops but today I did and so did she. lol She walked in and I was like we look alike!! It was funny. :o) BUt yeah, it was super nice out and I sat out again but today I painted too. So I got sun and work done! Jess and I went to the high school to see andrew... well we went to see him but I ended up talking to tons of teachers and stuff. It was cool, though I did feel kind of old. :o) haha Now I'm just sitting around not doing much of anything. Which is always good! heehee |
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| When old feelings resurface... |
[May. 10th, 2004|10:36 pm] |
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| | giddy | ] |
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| | "I Want To Know What Love Is" Foreigner (LOL no joke!) | ] |
Well maybe more of memories of how you felt at a certain time in the past. I was looking through old photos from camp and came across a picture of Dan (aka Byrd, my "Summer of 01 Fling"). I started to think back on how much I liked him and how happy I was and all that good stuff, and I suddenly missed him. I haven't talked to him for like 2 years now, but once in a while I'll do something, say something, see or hear somthing that will remind me of him. He was such a cool person, and for about 5 mins today I missed him. lol Then I started to listen to some music and that new Britney Spears song "Everything" came on.. lol and I got all sad and missed him more. These lyrics would have been perfect for when things fell apart with us...
"And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby"
But that's over with... haha
I saw another old love today, twice!! :o) It was great, I felt 16 again! But those feelings for that person has never left me and if I had a chance with him today, which I don't think I do but if I did, I would so go for it! haha But yeah tonight was just a flash back night for me, in a past love way I guess. lol Oh well... |
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| Better day |
[May. 10th, 2004|04:00 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Waiting for My Ruca" Sublime // "Same In The End" Sublime | ] |
My sister came home lastnight, so that put me in a much better mood. Today was much better than yesterday. No head aches, last day of classes, and the cute Red Sox fan from Mass. in my drawing class told me the shirt I was wearing today was "Wicked COOl!!" heehee, I had my Nomar Red Sox shirt on! Plus it was SOO fucking nice out today!! :o) I have all this week off and I am going to sit outside everyday! I can't wait! :o) I think I'm going to paint my back yard too, well part of it. That should be cool.
Well thats about it, just had to let everyone know that I had a MUCH better day today! |
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| WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! |
[May. 9th, 2004|06:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  FUCKING PISSED OFF!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Does it fucking matter at this point?? | ] |
Seems as though I can't fucking win around here! My day started out great, I got all dressed up to go to church with my mom for Mother's Day. My mom and other people at church complimented me on how I looked. Saw my buddy Brian (White Goat!!) at church, who I haven't seen in a long time. Then I come home and everything goes down hill...
First I got a fucking migraine... so I slept most of the day, which I had wanted to spend with my mom. Then my fucking cousin calls, waking me up. Then I got ditched... not once but twice! And while all of this head ache and being ditched bullshit is going on, my dad thinks it's ok to fucking act all crazy and bitch and complain about stupid shit! Then the Red Sox get beat!
After that things started to look up.... UNTIL my fucking dad starts his shit AGIAN!! So I just had to go yell to make him stop, so my head fucking hurts again..... What the fuck did I do to deserve this shit?!?! :*(
Now I'm just waiting for my sister to come home! I just want my sister to come home! :o( But I'm done, I don't care about anything. Nothing seems worth fighting for anymore... I never win and never have, so whats the point anymore?? |
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| Konstantine.... |
[May. 7th, 2004|03:29 pm] |
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| |  calm | ] |
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| | "Konstantine" Something Corporate | ] |
... is such a great song! I've been listening to it all week.
Nothing is going on, I had my psych final lastnight. I think I did ok but I'm not sure. lol I only have monday classes left then the rest of next week off, and my math final on the 17th.
It's soo warm out! I love it, I sat outside for like 2 hours today, but i got like no color. lol It sucks being soo pale! :o) Oh well, I'm off to see my cousin Jack go to the prom! Then I'm going to a family friends house to paint pots for her daughters wedding.. lol Should be ok, I might hangout with Kelly but I don't know yet.
But I'll update when better things happen.. lol
"Hey Maybe Baby
You could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine" |
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| Good Day! |
[May. 5th, 2004|06:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Empire Records soundtrack | ] |
I had a long talk with one of my friends from school, kate is her name. She helped me with some stuff that has been holding me down for some time now. So school today was fun, didn't have to do much. Math was boring, painting was very busy (had no break ad there was only 4 people in class), and drawing was great (didn't have to draw and had that awesome talk with Kate). I only have one more day of classes, next monday, then 2 finals and a paper and then my first year of college is OVER!!! :o) It's good but I wil also miss being at school, sometimes. I love my art classes and I don't want them to stop. But I'll have no work to do so I won't complain. lol
It's soo cold in my house right now, we don't have heat. the guy isn't coming to fix it until tomorrow so I have to freeze my ass of till then! lol I'm also sooo bored.. lol that's why I am typing this.. because I have nothing else to do. |
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